Slippage.
He could sense it, Sephira sliding away from him, her presence weakening as he reached for her. His mind shook a little, the fiery landscape visibly shaking as he tried to haul her back, holding onto her mentally and emotionally as well as physically. Slowly, he felt her trickle back, clinging onto her with renewed desperation like a drowning man clinging to a life raft. Slowly, she seemed to warm up, return to herself, holding onto him with what felt like equal emotion. They were both suffering, both caught in this hell that was Rowan's but which she had been dragged into. Thankfully, neither of them was alone, sharing something that was beyond words.
When she spoke at last, her words carried a ring of familiarity, dragging him up from the pit of misery in which he currently resided. The young man recognised the sentiment behind her words, the same things that he'd said to her not that long ago, just a few trials before in fact. It was probably fitting that he'd said those words with half an eye on himself. He'd spoken as much about himself as about Sephira's fears of being a mage. He'd understood, he'd empathised and so he'd spoken from the heart. It felt like she'd purposely chosen to parrot him but it wasn't a hollow message. They were an echo, reinforcing the feeling between them. It helped to calm him, sensing that in this moment there were no secrets, no walls and that there was nothing to be hide. There was no need for him to look over his shoulder, expecting to be caught out, not here, not now.
The blond was still in pain, still caught in that agony and dragged close to the edge between life and death but he felt at peace. He felt that the Element could see who he was, who he really was. The young man began to let go, some of the nearby fires winking out, instantly extinguished as the turmoil in his mind was quelled. He relaxed in her arms, his own grasp on her loosening, arms wrapped around her comfortably as he sighed.
The spreading calm came to an abrupt end as Amaris called out, the councillor's appearance ramping up his anxiety levels again. A fire reappeared close by with an audible whoosh, the spontaneous combustion sending heat billowing around them. He went rigid, shrinking away from Sephira as he scrambled to his feet. A trembling hand went through his blond hair before he bent to help the mage up, moving a hand to her waist because she looked even shakier than he felt.
"Amaris," he murmured quietly. "They must be looking for us."
The young man bit his lip, debating whether to call out or not. Perhaps it was an irrational fear but he was suddenly terrified that Amaris would learn about him and wouldn't approve. Given their own identity, they probably wouldn't be inclined to judge but he couldn't take the risk. It was different between himself and the mage, something he couldn't explain, even to himself. But either way, he was on edge again, the pain searing through his consciousness.
"Amaris! Over here!" he yelled, turning to Sephira to help her along. "Come on, we'd better go to them," he added quietly, offering the young woman support, intending to lead her in the general direction he'd heard the shout coming from, calling out every so often to give their position and expecting the mixed blood to call back to help guide them to each other.
He could sense it, Sephira sliding away from him, her presence weakening as he reached for her. His mind shook a little, the fiery landscape visibly shaking as he tried to haul her back, holding onto her mentally and emotionally as well as physically. Slowly, he felt her trickle back, clinging onto her with renewed desperation like a drowning man clinging to a life raft. Slowly, she seemed to warm up, return to herself, holding onto him with what felt like equal emotion. They were both suffering, both caught in this hell that was Rowan's but which she had been dragged into. Thankfully, neither of them was alone, sharing something that was beyond words.
When she spoke at last, her words carried a ring of familiarity, dragging him up from the pit of misery in which he currently resided. The young man recognised the sentiment behind her words, the same things that he'd said to her not that long ago, just a few trials before in fact. It was probably fitting that he'd said those words with half an eye on himself. He'd spoken as much about himself as about Sephira's fears of being a mage. He'd understood, he'd empathised and so he'd spoken from the heart. It felt like she'd purposely chosen to parrot him but it wasn't a hollow message. They were an echo, reinforcing the feeling between them. It helped to calm him, sensing that in this moment there were no secrets, no walls and that there was nothing to be hide. There was no need for him to look over his shoulder, expecting to be caught out, not here, not now.
The blond was still in pain, still caught in that agony and dragged close to the edge between life and death but he felt at peace. He felt that the Element could see who he was, who he really was. The young man began to let go, some of the nearby fires winking out, instantly extinguished as the turmoil in his mind was quelled. He relaxed in her arms, his own grasp on her loosening, arms wrapped around her comfortably as he sighed.
The spreading calm came to an abrupt end as Amaris called out, the councillor's appearance ramping up his anxiety levels again. A fire reappeared close by with an audible whoosh, the spontaneous combustion sending heat billowing around them. He went rigid, shrinking away from Sephira as he scrambled to his feet. A trembling hand went through his blond hair before he bent to help the mage up, moving a hand to her waist because she looked even shakier than he felt.
"Amaris," he murmured quietly. "They must be looking for us."
The young man bit his lip, debating whether to call out or not. Perhaps it was an irrational fear but he was suddenly terrified that Amaris would learn about him and wouldn't approve. Given their own identity, they probably wouldn't be inclined to judge but he couldn't take the risk. It was different between himself and the mage, something he couldn't explain, even to himself. But either way, he was on edge again, the pain searing through his consciousness.
"Amaris! Over here!" he yelled, turning to Sephira to help her along. "Come on, we'd better go to them," he added quietly, offering the young woman support, intending to lead her in the general direction he'd heard the shout coming from, calling out every so often to give their position and expecting the mixed blood to call back to help guide them to each other.