4th Cylus 718
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"Mornin'," she said, still half asleep as she curled into him with a smile. She'd said it a hundred times before, every morning they'd woken together, but then as consciousness came to her, Vega almost tensed except his arms tightened and pulled her closer. The memories of the fire demon thing and the death forged rose returned to her and she looked at him with concern at the realisation that she had slept, and slept well judging by how she felt. He had been there when she fell asleep, his arms wrapped around her and whispered reassurance in her ear and, as she woke, he was still there. "Arlo?" Vega was more awake now and aware that she had slept a long time. "Arlo, how long have I slept? Oh, I'm sorry, have you slept at all? Did I start to change at all?" She pulled herself close to him and kissed him. "I missed you so much. An' why are you wearin' your hat in bed?" Her eyes darkened and her smile changed. "I like it," she mumbled and it seemed that she really was well rested.
"I bought these before I left," she said, once they'd got dressed and she'd more or less dragged herself out of bed. It had to be said, Vega was amazed at having slept for pretty much twelve breaks solidly ~ it wasn't something she'd ever done before but then, she'd never stayed up four nights without sleep either. She was delighted, she told him, at how much better she'd slept as well as just how much longer - he knew because he'd been awake just how disturbed and nightmare-filled her night had been but she seemed not to remember it at all. Either that or it had previously been a whole lot worse. Either way, she was happy. "An' a good job, too, since I can't skin anythin' I caught. One of these, apparently, feeds you for three trials." She handed him a small round sweet cracker-like biscuit. "Or so they told me. When the fire is out, afterwards I feel incredibly 'ungry an' tired. Like I've burned through a full trial in a break. I imagine that's what you experience every trial. They don't taste of anythin' but they took the edge off. Whatcha think?" It was, indeed, a tasteless experience, but filling.
Vega sat, lacing up her boot and she didn't look at him as she spoke. "I feel so much better. Thank you." Her hands were busy, focusing on what she did, but it gave her the space to speak. "I'm sorry. I am. I should 'ave thought about jus' how bloody stubborn you are." Just how much he loved her, of course, was what she meant. "An' I hope you know, Arlo." Stopping, her hands froze still and she lifted her head to look at him. "The only reason I'd ever leave is because it kept you safe. That's more important to me than anythin' or anyone. You are." Lowering her head, she got back to the job at hand. Xiur had been with her all her life, U'frek too but there was nothing like Cassion for her. Cassion was, and always would be, Arlo's priority and that was fine. It changed nothing for her or how she felt because she knew just how much he loved her and how the feeling was returned. Relationships, she decided with a slight sigh, were tricky things.
Once they'd got themselves sorted, Vega sighed slightly albeit entirely unconsciously. There was no doubting what she had to do but she found the listening to the voices, all trial long, exhausting. Still, they'd worked out a way that she could begin to control it, so she needed to make sure that she did that. "I'm gonna spend the trial doin' this. It's probably gonna make me twitchy, but jus' ignore me." She frowned slightly, as she tried to explain, "I know that they're playin' on my fears, Arlo, you know. I know that they're sayin' what I'm afraid of an' I know everyone's got those." She shrugged slightly. "But it's why we don't talk about 'em or shine a light on 'em. But they're jus' a bunch of asshats with no bodies an' nothin' to do but try an scare me. Try an' break me so then I'll be like them. But I won't be, so they can jog on." Still, she couldn't say that she was relishing the idea. Vega gave a slight smile. One night of sleeping and two good hot meals and she was getting lazy. "What're you gonna do to-trial?"
"I bought these before I left," she said, once they'd got dressed and she'd more or less dragged herself out of bed. It had to be said, Vega was amazed at having slept for pretty much twelve breaks solidly ~ it wasn't something she'd ever done before but then, she'd never stayed up four nights without sleep either. She was delighted, she told him, at how much better she'd slept as well as just how much longer - he knew because he'd been awake just how disturbed and nightmare-filled her night had been but she seemed not to remember it at all. Either that or it had previously been a whole lot worse. Either way, she was happy. "An' a good job, too, since I can't skin anythin' I caught. One of these, apparently, feeds you for three trials." She handed him a small round sweet cracker-like biscuit. "Or so they told me. When the fire is out, afterwards I feel incredibly 'ungry an' tired. Like I've burned through a full trial in a break. I imagine that's what you experience every trial. They don't taste of anythin' but they took the edge off. Whatcha think?" It was, indeed, a tasteless experience, but filling.
Vega sat, lacing up her boot and she didn't look at him as she spoke. "I feel so much better. Thank you." Her hands were busy, focusing on what she did, but it gave her the space to speak. "I'm sorry. I am. I should 'ave thought about jus' how bloody stubborn you are." Just how much he loved her, of course, was what she meant. "An' I hope you know, Arlo." Stopping, her hands froze still and she lifted her head to look at him. "The only reason I'd ever leave is because it kept you safe. That's more important to me than anythin' or anyone. You are." Lowering her head, she got back to the job at hand. Xiur had been with her all her life, U'frek too but there was nothing like Cassion for her. Cassion was, and always would be, Arlo's priority and that was fine. It changed nothing for her or how she felt because she knew just how much he loved her and how the feeling was returned. Relationships, she decided with a slight sigh, were tricky things.
Once they'd got themselves sorted, Vega sighed slightly albeit entirely unconsciously. There was no doubting what she had to do but she found the listening to the voices, all trial long, exhausting. Still, they'd worked out a way that she could begin to control it, so she needed to make sure that she did that. "I'm gonna spend the trial doin' this. It's probably gonna make me twitchy, but jus' ignore me." She frowned slightly, as she tried to explain, "I know that they're playin' on my fears, Arlo, you know. I know that they're sayin' what I'm afraid of an' I know everyone's got those." She shrugged slightly. "But it's why we don't talk about 'em or shine a light on 'em. But they're jus' a bunch of asshats with no bodies an' nothin' to do but try an scare me. Try an' break me so then I'll be like them. But I won't be, so they can jog on." Still, she couldn't say that she was relishing the idea. Vega gave a slight smile. One night of sleeping and two good hot meals and she was getting lazy. "What're you gonna do to-trial?"