"We never worked out the unit of measurement for it, but you are fussing. You're just going to get more upset at the scars than the bruises which aren't there yet. I'll put some arnica on and it will bring the bruises out. I'm fine, honestly, it's nothing." She had been quiet since the events with Sintih, remaining close to him and avoiding too much in the way of other people. She hadn't been able to avoid it completely though, things had needed to be done for meals and so on and Faith had gone and got on with that. But to say that she was fine would be an absolute lie, so what she did was to just close down from the crowds around her. She simply made sure the food was served, tried and failed miserably at eating anything and had been beyond happy to retreat to their tent where he had asked her, twice, if she'd been hurt and in the end she'd offered to show him. The cold didn't bother her, after all, and they were pretty private where they were. They could sit on the log she had strategically placed outside, or they could go into the tent, it was fine with her either way.
Before that, she had watched him, going through what had become routine as they got ready for bed, packing up everything they could the night before so that they could sleep that extra few bits in the morning, making sure that everything was as safe as it could be and now, as he looked at her shoulders and she tried to hold herself in such a way that he didn't see her back, Faith sighed, a deep sigh from her toes, "I feel like I let you down." Her fingers pressed together, one pad against the other and she felt the pressure there as she pushed, then interlaced her hands together to stop herself from fidgeting. "I'm so sorry. I don't know what happened, Padraig, I just couldn't move."
Except, of course "Well that is a lie, isn't it? We both know what happened. I fell into role." That worried her, more than she was willing to say at this moment. What if she couldn't ever stop that? She knew, on the one hand, that it had been a month since she was freed, less than that. "If that's my place, if I'd been a slave then I wouldn't be so.. whatever I am, now. But I just stood there." She shook her head, then looked at him and took his hand. "And you. I thought you were going to kill him, I really did." Her expression changed, a slight tinge of mischief showing although small to her usual teasing, but she smiled and looked at him. "You seem to make a habit of saving me. Bandits, cats and now this. You should think about becoming a knight. Get some shining armour." Reaching over she took his hand, wrapping hers into his and leaning against him. "I'm just sorry to cause such a fuss. And I lost my lists"
Before that, she had watched him, going through what had become routine as they got ready for bed, packing up everything they could the night before so that they could sleep that extra few bits in the morning, making sure that everything was as safe as it could be and now, as he looked at her shoulders and she tried to hold herself in such a way that he didn't see her back, Faith sighed, a deep sigh from her toes, "I feel like I let you down." Her fingers pressed together, one pad against the other and she felt the pressure there as she pushed, then interlaced her hands together to stop herself from fidgeting. "I'm so sorry. I don't know what happened, Padraig, I just couldn't move."
Except, of course "Well that is a lie, isn't it? We both know what happened. I fell into role." That worried her, more than she was willing to say at this moment. What if she couldn't ever stop that? She knew, on the one hand, that it had been a month since she was freed, less than that. "If that's my place, if I'd been a slave then I wouldn't be so.. whatever I am, now. But I just stood there." She shook her head, then looked at him and took his hand. "And you. I thought you were going to kill him, I really did." Her expression changed, a slight tinge of mischief showing although small to her usual teasing, but she smiled and looked at him. "You seem to make a habit of saving me. Bandits, cats and now this. You should think about becoming a knight. Get some shining armour." Reaching over she took his hand, wrapping hers into his and leaning against him. "I'm just sorry to cause such a fuss. And I lost my lists"