Fifth of Ashan, 718
“You only live once, but if you do it right, once is enough.”
Mae West[/color]
The Tunawa's sleep was restless at best. Twinged with nightmares of all sorts before she finally jolted awake. Darkness still fallen over the plains she wondered for a Trill if she'd gotten any sleep at all. Not that it really mattered. It was amazing that she'd gotten any sleep at all under the circumstances.Mae West[/color]
No it wasn't the fact that she was outside or in a tent, no it wasn't the fact that she was with a complete stranger, it was the fact that right beside her were the remains of the one that had been her only companion for many trials even arcs after she'd become free. It hit her once more that Avery was dead.
Something swelled up in her chest and throat, like a puffer fish small enough to fit inside of her was puffing itself up in the most inopportune places. Choking on the sensation and feeling pain behind her eyes she shook her head. She wasn't going to cry, not to-trial, she'd cried enough for her friend. She knew she had.
She looked up and saw that the one that picked her up was in the tent with her. He must have joined her after she'd fallen asleep. Slowly, she got up, but quickly she found her way outside as the feeling in her chest sank to her stomach. She ran as far as she could behind the tent before retching what little she had in her system out. Sadly it wasn't that far and if Nir'wei was awake, he'd probably hear the poor soul.
Of course she was going to get sick. To be honest, she should have gotten sick the yester-trial. But, the memory of the sounds, of watching what was being done to Avery, and carrying her innards to the edges of the land. It was too much. She was on her hands and knee for a good few Bits losing everything from the trial before. Eventually though she managed to shakily get back up and wobble back to the tent entrance.
She just stood to the side though, not sure if she really wanted to go back in there or not. She wasn't sure she was ready to look at the pile of parts again. Not when she'd just lost every bit of sustenance in her. She was going to need to find some berries somehow. She looked around hoping there was some bushes on the edge of the property somewhere.[/font][/style2]