
65th of Ashan 719, ~11am - Continued from here
It was quiet, far too quiet. The voices of their totems had been silent since what had happened and the screams of the Ithecal had long since faded to nothing. The rain forest that surrounded the ruins of Byblos was void of any of the usual animal calls or insect choruses. All was still in the wake of the devastation that Fridgar had brought to the ithecal.
They were kneeling there with their clenched, broken fist pressed into the shattered and blasted ground. Despite their steel muscles and armored scales, their reckless use of strength had destroyed their arms and rendered them unusable. They didn't dwell on the pain of their bones, though. They didn't think on their injuries, nor all the innocent lives they'd ended. Their thoughts were fixated on them, on Fridgar, Orson, and Bruce.
Their beloved totems, mercilessly killed by the demon lizardmen. They'd watched Fridgar die in his guardian state, riddled with arrows and bleeding. They'd heard all their totems scream and wail when they were set ablaze. Orson, the Willow Redbear totem that they had collected with Alistair all those arcs ago, and Bruce, the shark totem they had fought alongside Moon to acquire.
Fridgar, Fridgar was the totem that had been with them the longest out of any of them, they were born with that form, and it grounded them. it bound them to this world, this life. All his emotions, all his memories, they felt so distant now with no aspect to hold them. Alistair, Bjorn, Kaelrik, they did not know them, they only knew Fridgar. What did this mean for their future in Helice? More than ever before, they were alone.
The Lurker's gut twisted into knots and their throat burned with misery, their eyes threatened to water, but no such moisture came. Lurkers were not able to cry, they were built as sadistic monsters that prowled the plains with no humanity in them. It only felt like they were crying out of reflex, memories of functions that existed within their lost Lothar totem.
The rest of Idalos was lost to them; they could never have a life with the others. They couldn't even speak properly anymore, let alone craft new totems. That was it for the Protean; the end of the line. In despair, they shifted to lay on their side amidst the broken ruins of Byblos; a field of scattered stones and bodies. They laid there for some time and pleaded in the recesses of their mind for death. For all his flaws, life was not worth living without Fridgar, without Orson and Bruce.
It was quiet, far too quiet. The voices of their totems had been silent since what had happened and the screams of the Ithecal had long since faded to nothing. The rain forest that surrounded the ruins of Byblos was void of any of the usual animal calls or insect choruses. All was still in the wake of the devastation that Fridgar had brought to the ithecal.
They were kneeling there with their clenched, broken fist pressed into the shattered and blasted ground. Despite their steel muscles and armored scales, their reckless use of strength had destroyed their arms and rendered them unusable. They didn't dwell on the pain of their bones, though. They didn't think on their injuries, nor all the innocent lives they'd ended. Their thoughts were fixated on them, on Fridgar, Orson, and Bruce.
Their beloved totems, mercilessly killed by the demon lizardmen. They'd watched Fridgar die in his guardian state, riddled with arrows and bleeding. They'd heard all their totems scream and wail when they were set ablaze. Orson, the Willow Redbear totem that they had collected with Alistair all those arcs ago, and Bruce, the shark totem they had fought alongside Moon to acquire.
Fridgar, Fridgar was the totem that had been with them the longest out of any of them, they were born with that form, and it grounded them. it bound them to this world, this life. All his emotions, all his memories, they felt so distant now with no aspect to hold them. Alistair, Bjorn, Kaelrik, they did not know them, they only knew Fridgar. What did this mean for their future in Helice? More than ever before, they were alone.
The Lurker's gut twisted into knots and their throat burned with misery, their eyes threatened to water, but no such moisture came. Lurkers were not able to cry, they were built as sadistic monsters that prowled the plains with no humanity in them. It only felt like they were crying out of reflex, memories of functions that existed within their lost Lothar totem.
The rest of Idalos was lost to them; they could never have a life with the others. They couldn't even speak properly anymore, let alone craft new totems. That was it for the Protean; the end of the line. In despair, they shifted to lay on their side amidst the broken ruins of Byblos; a field of scattered stones and bodies. They laid there for some time and pleaded in the recesses of their mind for death. For all his flaws, life was not worth living without Fridgar, without Orson and Bruce.