16th of Ashan, Arc 717
morning
Two seasons spent in darkness with nothing to account for it. Quio had been doing his job, as his superiors had instructed, and nothing. Nothing. Not even the budding civil rights gang called the Rynmere Citizens Alliance helped.
And then the news.
Guttey rushed into the office, eyes as wild as Quio had ever seen them, and gasped out, "Derek Smith!"
He was panting and coughing and the others --well, Quio and Irene, Artem was too busy-- gathered around him. Irene patted his back. Quio, with a quick glance to his boss, snatched the cup of steaming coffee off her desk and pressed it into Guttey's hands. Hand.
The ex-knight, not as in shape as he'd used to be, took the coffee, took a slurp, and then managed to get out, gasping in between, "Ran-- ran all the way-- here."
"You said Derek Smith?" Quio asked. He didn't know what the other man was going to say, but Quio had been working all night, and he hadn't seen Hart in days, weeks maybe. He had been feeling for a long time like a light had gone out in his head. He doubted whatever it was was good news. He didn't think he could stand any more bad.
"Yes, Derek-- Smith." Guttey said. He took another gulp of coffee, grimacing, though at the heat of it or at something else Quio didn't know. Then said, regaining his usual voice, "He's at the Fighting Pits."
"What?" Quio asked. Yes, that light inside him was definitely gone. He wasn't suprised, he was angry. He felt his fingers gripping at the files he was still holding in one hand, threatening to crumple them. He turned his back on the others and set them down on the nearest desk.
"The boy's there and he's set to fight," Guttey said.
"When?" Quio asked.
"Soon. No more than a week, at most," Guttey said, and Quio was out the door.
He heard someone, maybe Irene, call after him. He kept walking. The patter of feet, and then there was a hand, small, which tugged at his elbow. He looked over but didn't stop.
"Iaan," Artem said in her authoritative voice, "Don't."
Then he had pushed past her, leaving her stumbling behind, and he was picking up speed. It was cold and too late he realized he had forgotten his coat. He shoved his hands into his pockets and kept going. He could feel himself breathing fast. But he just kept walking. Walking where he didn't know. He just had to leave. He just had to get out.
---
He ended up outside the Fighting Pits and he knew what he had to do. He didn't know if he had ever been this angry--
Yes. Yes he had. On the ship to Ne'haer. He tried to calm himself down before something, something like that could happen again.
Just breathe. Breathe and think. He stood and watched the outside of the building for a long time.
Long enough that sometime later, much later, a man bumped into his side, and it was Guttey.
"I know what you're thinking," Guttey said, "And man, I've thought the same things myself. But there's no way, Iaan. There's no way. Come back to the office. The
law--"
"Fuck the law," Quio said, and walked away.
---
This was a matter of urgency, getting the kid --Derek Smith-- and his father out of there before the boy would have to fight and fight and perhaps die. The urgency was what made it so hard to concentrate. Quio went back to the inn where he and Hart shared a room --a room and the distance that had been deepening between them-- and then he changed his mind. He couldn't think.
He left and went to find another inn, ending up at a seedier place called the Blacksmith Arms. He was halfway through paying for a room when he remembered that the Arms didn't rent rooms, not of any kind. He scowled at himself, and at the untrustworthy man at the counter, and shoved the coins back into his pocket, heading back towards Ye Olde Inn.
There, he rented a new room, apart from the one he and Hart had together. For this, he had to be alone.
Then he started planning.
It was quick and simple and felt a bit like running downhill. Felt like losing control, even as he kept going. The further he went the more he lost.
He looked down at the empty desktop that he had sat himself at, and breathed, and pressed his palms flat to the wood.
That was all there was to it, then? He ran the plan, what there was of it, over. Again and again in his mind.
He couldn't think of anything else.
"Oh, just forget it," he snarled, standing up from the desk. He searched for a moment for his coat, which he realized again wasn't there. He wasn't going back to the office. "Just forget it. Just do it." And he left.
He figured his time in Andaris --in Andaris, and with Hart-- was spent.
He told himself not to stop and definitely not to look back.
morning
Two seasons spent in darkness with nothing to account for it. Quio had been doing his job, as his superiors had instructed, and nothing. Nothing. Not even the budding civil rights gang called the Rynmere Citizens Alliance helped.
And then the news.
Guttey rushed into the office, eyes as wild as Quio had ever seen them, and gasped out, "Derek Smith!"
He was panting and coughing and the others --well, Quio and Irene, Artem was too busy-- gathered around him. Irene patted his back. Quio, with a quick glance to his boss, snatched the cup of steaming coffee off her desk and pressed it into Guttey's hands. Hand.
The ex-knight, not as in shape as he'd used to be, took the coffee, took a slurp, and then managed to get out, gasping in between, "Ran-- ran all the way-- here."
"You said Derek Smith?" Quio asked. He didn't know what the other man was going to say, but Quio had been working all night, and he hadn't seen Hart in days, weeks maybe. He had been feeling for a long time like a light had gone out in his head. He doubted whatever it was was good news. He didn't think he could stand any more bad.
"Yes, Derek-- Smith." Guttey said. He took another gulp of coffee, grimacing, though at the heat of it or at something else Quio didn't know. Then said, regaining his usual voice, "He's at the Fighting Pits."
"What?" Quio asked. Yes, that light inside him was definitely gone. He wasn't suprised, he was angry. He felt his fingers gripping at the files he was still holding in one hand, threatening to crumple them. He turned his back on the others and set them down on the nearest desk.
"The boy's there and he's set to fight," Guttey said.
"When?" Quio asked.
"Soon. No more than a week, at most," Guttey said, and Quio was out the door.
He heard someone, maybe Irene, call after him. He kept walking. The patter of feet, and then there was a hand, small, which tugged at his elbow. He looked over but didn't stop.
"Iaan," Artem said in her authoritative voice, "Don't."
Then he had pushed past her, leaving her stumbling behind, and he was picking up speed. It was cold and too late he realized he had forgotten his coat. He shoved his hands into his pockets and kept going. He could feel himself breathing fast. But he just kept walking. Walking where he didn't know. He just had to leave. He just had to get out.
---
He ended up outside the Fighting Pits and he knew what he had to do. He didn't know if he had ever been this angry--
Yes. Yes he had. On the ship to Ne'haer. He tried to calm himself down before something, something like that could happen again.
Just breathe. Breathe and think. He stood and watched the outside of the building for a long time.
Long enough that sometime later, much later, a man bumped into his side, and it was Guttey.
"I know what you're thinking," Guttey said, "And man, I've thought the same things myself. But there's no way, Iaan. There's no way. Come back to the office. The
law--"
"Fuck the law," Quio said, and walked away.
---
This was a matter of urgency, getting the kid --Derek Smith-- and his father out of there before the boy would have to fight and fight and perhaps die. The urgency was what made it so hard to concentrate. Quio went back to the inn where he and Hart shared a room --a room and the distance that had been deepening between them-- and then he changed his mind. He couldn't think.
He left and went to find another inn, ending up at a seedier place called the Blacksmith Arms. He was halfway through paying for a room when he remembered that the Arms didn't rent rooms, not of any kind. He scowled at himself, and at the untrustworthy man at the counter, and shoved the coins back into his pocket, heading back towards Ye Olde Inn.
There, he rented a new room, apart from the one he and Hart had together. For this, he had to be alone.
Then he started planning.
It was quick and simple and felt a bit like running downhill. Felt like losing control, even as he kept going. The further he went the more he lost.
He looked down at the empty desktop that he had sat himself at, and breathed, and pressed his palms flat to the wood.
That was all there was to it, then? He ran the plan, what there was of it, over. Again and again in his mind.
He couldn't think of anything else.
"Oh, just forget it," he snarled, standing up from the desk. He searched for a moment for his coat, which he realized again wasn't there. He wasn't going back to the office. "Just forget it. Just do it." And he left.
He figured his time in Andaris --in Andaris, and with Hart-- was spent.
He told himself not to stop and definitely not to look back.
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a poor-quality room at Ye Olde Inn for 10 nights = 0.1.0gn/night = -1.0.0gn
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