34th Vhalar
There was a saying that it never rained, but it poured. Elyna knew that she’d seen rain in spatters and gentle taps. In the slow stream of droplets down a pane of glass. She knew the mist of rain and the kiss of it against her face in the morning mist. With the torrent outside the house though, she could understand the saying. With the rain falling like the sea from the sky it was hard to remember all those other times that it had dripped or pattered. It was a deluge and overwhelming. The fire had been lit from the mid-afternoon and stew bubbled in the large cauldron. What was left of it anyway. The horses, Red, Ember and Shadow had been put to bed in their barn and a couple of members of her crew had turned in for an early night, tucked away between the hay in the loft and in warm beds.The young woman wasn’t finding sleep easy. Uncomfortably laying on her side or back the night seemed to stretch for breaks and breaks no matter how tired she was. There was nothing beyond the incessant shower beyond the window, only darkness. The stars hid their faces and she couldn’t even smell the sea, or hear the wind beyond the rainfall. The fire crackled though, spitting flares against the stonework that surrounded it and kept it safe. She kept a candle lit on the table beside the window, a signal to any that approached that life remained within and an offer of a safe haven. If anyone sought to bring trouble to the small house, they’d quickly find themselves in deeper water than they’d expected.
Arms folded on the table she flick the flame with her fingers, dancing them in and out of the warmth. A childish, impulsive whim but then she seemed to court danger. Legs were tucked up beneath her. Hair pinned out of the way and up, though strands had escaped to cover the mark on her forehead and drift in soft waves around her features. Dark eyes focused on the flame her eyes grew accustomed to the light before finally they dropped to the letter.
How many times had she collected it from above the fireplace? How many times had she held it, thumb pressed to seal and ready to break it and read the missive. She had long lost count, and yet the seal still held. Elyna toyed with the letter she had received from Malcolm, holding it close enough to the flame that the edges dried and started to curl before she drew it back again. She was angry and she wanted to destroy all trace of the past. It was a cold anger though and more calculating than her reckless intention would let her complete and the letter was set back down again. Maybe she was a fool and maybe she was sentimental…
She had sent all her words with him to Ne’Haer. She’d stitched all her love into the clothes that he wore, knowing that syllables would be a poor expression of how she felt. He had sent words back and a part of her longed to know what he said, but a larger part dreaded answers to her heart’s questions. Fear. She was an old friend and eagerly embraced. Maybe she was fickle too or perhaps she was just a dreamer who had woken up to find that it never rained, but it poured.