Ashan 44, Arc 721
Having arrived at the North Lodge in Egilrun earlier that trial, Natalia was spending the evening settling in for her time within the new location. Having rarely traveled outside Scalvoris Town, the young woman was finding travel on her own to be both exciting and exhausting. Never had she been able to make choices for herself or do the things she wanted to, and now, she could.
Having picked the North Lodge for its reputation in Egilrun, she was eager to begin exploring the next trial but had arrived too late to do anything meaningful. Instead, she ordered an early dinner and decided to spend the rest of the evening unpacking and sorting through her things. After all, clothing that was packed tightly would wrinkle and wrinkles were not attractive. Not that she was trying to be attractive, but appearances did matter.
Shaking out her dresses, shirts, and other assorted items, she began hanging them up on hooks and various pieces of furniture, inspecting each piece to make sure everything was up to her standards. Luckily, it all seemed to have survived the trip from Scalvoris Town so once the material her clothing was made of had the chance to breathe and relax, her traveling wardrobe would be fresh and ready.
Sitting down on her bed, Natalia noted the dagger she had tossed there. Picking it up with her hand, she gently unsheathed it with a graceful tug, admiring the simple beauty of it. The memory of the moment she had been gifted it still burned bright in her mind – something of a lodestar for her to follow, the words of her grandfather. “Dearest girl, you take this….and protect yourself. No one else out there is watching out for you, so you’ll have to learn to do it on your own.” He had gone on to elaborate, fearing that in the life she had been doomed for, no one would ever appreciate who she was, truly. She had made him a promise that she would protect herself and find others that appreciated and understood her. In that way, and only in that way, would she ever truly be free of the demons of her past.
The dagger had been a symbol of that promise. Natalia had taken it with the expectation that sometrial, she would learn to use it. The threats of her ex-fiancé still loomed large in her mind. Every now and then, the young woman woke from a sound sleep, sweating, adrenalin pumping as a nightmare took her back to him. Frustrated, she tried to rip him from her mind, but he kept coming back to haunt, the threats of making her pay for embarrassing him bright and brilliant in the forefront of her thoughts. How could she enjoy her new life if the past continued to plague her?
There was an answer out there…and she’d find it. She had fought too hard for her new existence away from the toxic environment she had grown up in and wasn’t about to let anyone take it from her.