The Naerikk’s dagger slipped from her weakened grip and clattered loud on the floorboards. She herself followed not a second later, collapsing in a heap as strength and consciousness failed her. On the way down she hit her head on the side of the table, hard.
Oberan winced at the smack and quicky crawled off the table to check up on her. No blood to be seen, no visible head wound either. Hands shaking with stolen adrenaline, he carefully felt for the girl’s pulse at the side of her throat. Slow but strong, and she still drew breath too. He let out a relieved sigh. It wouldn’t be the first time an unfortunate fall had led to premature death.
The stairs down the hall creaked soft and rhythmically – a second intruder? Oberan swiveled behind a corner, out of immediate sight, then up the wall to hang from the ceiling. Barely a moment later the door swung open, soft footsteps traversing the floorboards as someone cautiously slunk across floorboards.
Nearly a minute passed before they approached the unconscious form of the Naerikk girl. Crumpled before the open doorway between living room and kitchen, the she lied in full view of anyone who so much as glanced in that direction. However, the second intruder was too clever by half to immediately rush up without first assessing the situation. After all, the unconscious girl could be bait, deliberately positioned to lure them into a trap.
The second intruder finally entered the kitchen and Oberan’s field of vision. Another Naerikk, older and familiar. She held a combat stance, knife at the ready, moving slow and careful. Her eyes flitted to and fro, on the lookout for danger. Oberan dropped silently behind her and moved counter to the sweeping of her gaze, remaining out of sight.
Finding no ambush waiting to descend upon her, the Naerikk crouched next to her unconscious companion. Still attentive to her surroundings, she felt for the girl’s pulse and breath, and gently shook her shoulder. When that didn’t work, she produced a vial of smelling salts.
“Don’t bother,” Oberan said, immediately flipping away to evade the dagger speeding in his direction. He landed lightly on the table, barely disturbing it. The Naerikk eased up, abandoning her combat stance, and rolled her eyes. Her dagger vanished into one of the folds of her clothes.
“Oberan.”
“Aeyali.” He sank down on the table, finding a comfortable position to sit. “Long time no see.”
“Quite. You look better than some seasons ago.”
Oberan studied Aeyali for a moment. They were an evergreen race, the Naerikk. Aging until they were fully grown, then no more. Their beauty preserved as decades passed, like pressed flowers. In that respect, they were not dissimilar to Mortalborn.
Yet, Aeyali had changed. Half-moons of purple sagged beneath her eyes. Lines creased her face around the sockets and on the brow. She looked exhausted, and it made her appear older. Social decorum demanded he ignore it.
“You look worse,” Oberan said instead.
She grimaced and crossed her arms below her chest in indignation. “Not a thing you are supposed to say to a lady.” She sighed. “But yes, we will admit we have felt better.”
“And I’ve felt worse,” Oberan shrugged. “To what do I owe your visit?”
Aeyali again crouched next to the unconscious girl to and made her inhale vapors from the smelling salts. For a moment, the girl stirred, facial muscles twitching as if experiencing a vivid dream. However, she did not wake.
A brief hint of worry crossed Aeyali’s features. “Before we get into that, dear, do you mind telling us what you’ve done to our ward?” There was no mistaking the edge in her voice.
“Oh, she’ll be snoozing for a while longer. She’s in no danger – she’ll wake up on her own soon enough. Though I can jolt her awake if necessary.”
The tension in Aeyali’s posture melted away and she sighed, her expression consisting of equal parts relief and disappointment. “You did something unnecessary again, didn’t you?” she mumbled in Grevokian.
“She tried to stab me!” Oberan exclaimed, indignant, “Hell, so did you!”
“Terribly sorry, dear.” She didn’t sound particularly remorseful. Oberan wondered if that would have been different if she managed to actually ram her blade between his ribs. “We Naerikk can be rather jumpy, and we don’t enjoy being taken by surprise.”
“And I don’t enjoy coming home to unexpected guests nosing through my furniture.”
“You left the front door open.”
“So? An open door does not equal permission to enter uninvited.”
“Oberan dear.” Aeyali raised her eyebrows at him. “We seem to remember you make a living off that very thing. Worse still, the buildings you invite yourself into tend to be locked.”
He snorted. “No door is ever locked to me. The difference lies in that I don’t make excuses.”
In response Aeyali rolled her eyes and shook her head. “Can you just wake the girl, please?” She put an emphasis on the last word, more exacerbated than a desperate plea, but it worked its magic just as well.
“But of course. You only had to ask.” Oberan spread his hands magnanimously, funneling his own excess Thrill into the girl on the floor. Immediately the trade-off reared its ugly head, a thousand little aches and muscle cramps cropping up, centered on his limbs.
Knocking someone out required draining a considerable amount of their Thrill, which was added to Oberan’s own. It allowed him to push his body beyond its limits and overexert it just as easily as a result. Even during rest, the extra Thrill put stress on the body and it took its toll.
While pain emerged, the world became a little duller as Oberan’s senses left their heightened state and returned to normal. Sounds quieted, the room darkened, his vision fuzzed a little. The grainy feel of the table underneath him barely registered anymore, and the lines on Aeyali’s face softened to where they were barely noticeable with a casual glance.
At the same time, the girl on the floor awoke near instantly. Her eyes shot wide open, pupils flitting from one corner to the other and back. She scrambled to her feet, reaching for and fumbling with her blade before retreating a few steps. Away from the kitchen table, looking not unlike a distressed cat.
She hissed a string of Grevokian cusses that made Oberan raise an eyebrow. The names she called him, colorful enough to make salted seamen blush bright red, lured an amused smirk to his lips. Mixed in with the swears were demands to know what he’d done to her, to which Oberan of course responded with the same amused expression as he did her insults.
Brows knitting together, the girl tightened her grip on her blade, and shifted her stance from wary to aggressive. Oberan prepared himself, again reaching for the well of power within his soul—
“Stand down, Kohrenna,” Aeyali ordered, placing a firm hand on the girl’s shoulder.
Kohrenna jumped, surprised to find her sister behind her, but had no intention to oblige. “Sister, this idiot male has disgraced me. He refused to answer my questions and brazenly looks down on us. I will erase the smirk off his lips and put him back in his place!”
She tried to take a step forward, but Aeyali’s hand kept her anchored. “I told you to stand down.”
“But, Sister— The male, he mocks us openly,” she protested, her glare fixated on Oberan’s grin. “He needs to be reminded of—”
“Stand. Down.” Aeyali’s fingers dug in the flesh of the girl’s shoulder, causing her to gasp in surprise rather than pain. Neither Aeyali’s expression nor tone of voice strayed from patient and pleasant. “You should do well to remember your place yourself. Which one of us is in charge here? Do we need to give you a hint? You are to obey the orders you are given. You want to impress? Do as you are bid.”
Kohrenna stiffened for a moment, shock breaking through the anger. Her shoulders slumped, and she lowered the knife. In mere moments her body language shifted from scorned fury to admonished little girl.
“Yes, Sister. Apologies, Sister.” A silent sigh escaped her, shoulders rising for a second only to sink down deeper. Then she steeled herself, standing straight and clenching her fists so hard her nails dug into her palms. She performed the gestures required for making a request from a sister of higher station. Extremely formal, and basically foolproof, though embarrassing in equal measure. “Sister, I wish for your permission to—”
“Denied.”
“But, Sister, I was disgraced by no fault of my own! It was no fair showing, he took me by surprise!” Kohrenna pouted.
“Always make use of every advantage you have. I believe that is what you were taught, no? Your failure is your responsibility, not his. There is no shame defeat, as long as you learn from it. No matter how skilled you are, it means that, at least in the moment, your opponent was superior. Find out what went wrong, reflect on it, and improve.”
Frustration showed on Kohrenna’s face, drawing her brows together and making the corners of her mouth droop. “But Sister, he’s male!” Her eyes never left Oberan. She looked down her nose at him like he was a particularly mangy mongrel. “It was a fluke. I’m sure of it, and my name will be forever tainted if I do not rectify this!”
“Fool girl,” Aeyali scoffed. “If you run headlong into a wall, the outcome remains the same regardless of how many times you do it. You either climb over or find a way around.”
Kohrenna set her jaw in defiance. “I am Naerikk. Daughter of shadow. I can take a pathetic male.”
There came a deep, deep sigh charged with no small amount of frustration. The mask of smiles and friendliness cracked. “Your mind and judgement are both clouded with prejudice. Look at him! You think he is the least bit threatened by you?”
“He should be. But he is a stupid male. Underestimating a Naerikk only adds to my advantage. And I—”
A sudden slap to the side of her head made Kohrenna bite the rest of what she had been about to say in half. Aeyali glowered, eyes ablaze with frigid rage and mouth a thin, pale line. Kohrenna felt for the area around her ear where she’d been struck, and glanced at her sister with disbelief. Aeyali met her stare with her own, unyielding as cold steel.
“You overestimate your own prowess, child!” she bit. “Your arrogance makes you blind to the truth and deaf to my guidance. You shall listen to me and you shall listen well—”
Aeyali launched into a stern lecture, of clipped words and long sentences, none sounding too patient. Hoping to instill in her ward the idea that not all things –or people for that matter—were exactly what they appeared to be. Outright refusal to even try to see beyond the surface layer only resulted in nasty and otherwise avoidable surprises.
It proved insufficient to permeate the girl’s thick skull however, much to Aeyali’s building chagrin. Though she came close to ripping her hair out by the root, she managed to retain her composure. It wouldn’t do to lose control in front of Oberan.
Oberan… A perfect example of deceptive appearances – not a surprise considering his lineage. Now there was an idea…
She turned to address him, and he glanced up from picking dirt from under his nails to point at himself in feigned surprise. “And here I thought you had completely forgotten I existed,” he said, deadpan.
She ignored him. “Oberan, care to introduce yourself to this obstinate child?”
“Seems to me you just did.”
Simultaneously, the Naerikk girl piped up. “This is Oberan? The male?” She shuffled nervously in place.
Aeyali pinched the bridge of her nose and breathed deep. A tired sound. “Oberan, if you would be so kind.”
“Sure thing.” He cleared his throat for a moment, and switched to Grevokian. “Greetings, Kohrenna. Am Oberan, idiot male. Not speak Grevokian very good, but hearing and most understand, yes.”
The girl froze like a scoundrel realizing mid-sneak they’re surrounded by angry guards. Her eyes almost popped out of her sockets, and she paled visibly. Oberan laughed on the inside.
“We were hoping for something more… elaborate.” Aeyali pursed her lips and he knew exactly what she meant. “Would you mind?”
Oberan shrugged. “Go ahead.”
“This is Oberan, Mortalborn of Larceny, Thrills and Mischief. Son of Queen Audrae. Given the thickness of his blood, one could say he is Prince of Augiery, albeit in name alone.”
All remaining color drained from Kohrenna’s face hearing those words. In fact, she appeared rather nauseous. She stared unblinking at Oberan for a while, brow crumpled, fists clenched and atremble.
And then—then she burst out laughing. Or at least forced a noise that approached it, grating on the ears of all who heard. Not even a hint of a smile tugged at her lips, no mirth danced in her eyes, and when she finally stopped, it was not a gradual thing, but sudden and immediate.
“Nice try, Sister, but less outrageous claims would be more suitable for testing my critical thinking. I am not so naïve as to blindly believe everything you say.” She added hastily: “Not to offend, of course, I truly value your wisdom and advise.”
Aeyali watched her silently. Oberan did too.
Kohrenna blinked, licked her lips, and waited for her sister to praise her for seeing through the deception. Slowly she began to realize those words weren’t coming. “You can’t be serious.”
More silence. All the reply she needed.
“Sister, that’s blasphemous! The Great Mother had a son, a male? That’s impossible! Queen Audrae cannot have birthed something so imperfect and flawed! To even suggest such a thing is—is preposterous! Have you lost your mind? Who convinced you of such a gross and reprehensible lie?”
Oberan shifted atop the table. The motion attracted Kohrenna’s glare, reminding her of his presence. She immediately raised her dagger, tip trained on his throat. “It was you, wasn’t it? Going around calling yourself son of Mother Audrae, and prince of our fair Augiery… have you no shame? To even suggest a lowly, pathetic male has any right to succeed the Shadow Queen and defile her throne? The nerve of you!”
“Kohrenna,” Aeyali spoke calm but firm, “as hard as it may be to accept, this is not a lie.”
The girl shook her head vehemently. “No, Sister, this is madness, not truth. Our Queen’s corpse is not yet cold and already there are vultures pecking at its innards. We all want to believe some part of her still exists here on Idalos, but that only makes us desperate to find it. It’s a trick, Sister, he’s trying to exploit our grief!”
She stared down Oberan with bottomless loathing, and once again raised her blade. “I will not fall for your deception. You have gone too far – besmirching the Great Mother’s name with your horrific lies. Removing that filthy tongue from your mouth is not enough punishment for your transgressions! I will have your life as well!”
Aeyali cuffed the girl in the head. “You are way out of line, you insolent child,” she intoned, fury peeking through cracks in the controlled tone.
Kohrenna swiveled instantly, swallowing a lump and shrinking in on herself upon seeing her sister’s expression. While Aeyali’s face itself was carefully blank, her eyes blazed vibrant and terrible. Anger rolled off her like distorted air rippling above an inferno.
“I do not like the sound of what you are insinuating, and I will not tolerate you speaking to me like that. I’ll have you know I am quite capable of discerning truth from lie! You think I am quick label anyone –male or otherwise—child of Queen Audrae? I do not call him her son lightly! This lie you speak of is truth shared by none other than Mother Audrae herself! She named him her son, and as much as we may dislike it, there is no arguing with what is.”
“Mother herself? That’s not—why would she—?” Kohrenna stammered, reeling.
“You doubt my word, child? Would I dare speak a lie that abhorrent, to not only proclaim her child to be male, but to put those words in the Queen’s mouth as well?” Aeyali almost hissed. “Mother help you if you do. Mother protect you from the wrath I shall bear down upon you for such impudence!”
Kohrenna threw up her hands as if to shield herself preemptively. “No, Sister, no! Of course not! No such thoughts occurred to me!” And if they had, even she knew better than to outright voice them.
Aeyali harrumphed, anger not abated with but a few placating words. However, she regained control of her expression and body language, and hid her emotions behind a façade of pleasant calmness once again. “Good. Now then, you have distracted from our business here plenty already. I’ll have words once we get back – it’s clear you are in dire need of disciplining. For now, step back and shut up, you know your role, yes?”
Shoulders slumped and face ashen, Kohrenna nodded. She positioned herself near the doorway to the living room. While her gaze rested on Oberan, her mind was elsewhere. Likely beating herself up and fretting about the punishment that awaited her back at the offices.
“So, Aeyali,” Oberan said, uncertain what to make of all this bickering, “to what do I owe the pleasure of your unexpected visit? Don’t tell me you were in the neighborhood and decided to stop by. I wouldn’t believe it even if it was true.”
“Afraid not, no. Work, as you might expect. Though, as we have mentioned last time, we do thoroughly enjoy your company. We would not be opposed to meeting outside of purely business-related matters.”
“I do believe I stated my lack of interest quite clearly last time.”
“Interests may change with time.” She sashayed closer, head slightly tilted, reaching to cup his cheek with elegant fingers.
He shied back just the tiniest bit, but it was plenty. “Not for someone who does not see me when they see me.”
Aeyali’s hand faltered. It hung in the space between them for only a moment, rejected, then fell back to her side. Agitation flickered over her features. “Pity.”
“I’m sure. Aside from hoping I give in to temptation, what business do you have with me?”
“Business it is then.” She grabbed a chair from the living room, signing to Kohrenna in passing. The girl immediately snapped out of her reverie and jumped at attention, no longer leaning against the wall.
“We shall get right to the point,” Aeyali said, “As we’ve not heard from you in some time, we wished to check in with you regarding the deal we made. Have you made any progress, anything new to share?”
“Deal?” Oberan frowned.
The annoyed look she gave him crossed in the territory of a scowl. She didn’t even bother to hide it. “When you visited us last, you agreed to investigate the rumors of Mother’s death, did you not? Their origin and validity.”
“Ah.” Oberan did remember something of the sort, though he recalled no deal. “Last time, I walked away believing you put no stock in those rumors.”
“We don’t trust the source of that information on principle,” she responded coolly. “However, the more time passes, the more they seem to have been truthful.” Much to her regret. “Still, the rumors remain unverified, and thus should not be blindly accepted as complete fact.”
A faint spark of hope flickered behind Aeyali’s gaze. A stubborn remnant of what had once been a roaring flame. No wonder she looked so exhausted. The tiniest of smiles tickled Oberan’s lips for a moment. No joy in it, only pity. That spark would not last, it would not be reignited. He knew it as certain as day and night.
“Hm. Well. I’ve nothing to tell you.” Anger flashed like lightning across Aeyali features. Behind her, Kohrenna tensed. Oberan continued: “I said I would consider informing you of any findings. You said you would make it worth my while. That’s the extent of that ‘deal’. To me, that’s not a binding agreement to do as asked. It’s a suggestion.”
Thunder followed the lightning. “You do not intend to keep your word then, yes?”
“There’s no word for me to keep – I swore no oaths, I made no promises.” The Naerikk scowled openly at those words. Oberan met her glare without flinching. "For what it’s worth, I did what I said I would: I considered it. But I have no findings to report, since I haven’t investigated anything."
“You haven’t?” She squinted in suspicion. “We do seem to have received reports of you running around with some girl from Scalvoris. No need to look so surprised; you spend an awful lot of time together. It’d be strange if we didn’t know about it.” She cocked her head and pursed her lips, appraising his expression and body language. ”Do not lie to us, Oberan, you are withholding information. Why keep it to yourself? Our goals align, no?”
“I’m not hiding anything,” Oberan said, rolling his eyes. “I’ve been busy with more important matters, and I’ve truthfully not thought to ask.”
“Matters more important than Queen Audrae?” From the way she said it, Oberan got the feeling Aeyali didn’t believe such things existed. In fact, she looked offended by the very notion. “Do tell. What reasons do you have for meeting the girl, if not to discuss the rumors?”
“Oh, that’s easy. It’s none of your business.” He beamed her a smile as radiant as it was fake.
Her brow furrowed. Clearly not the answer she wanted to hear. “If it pertains to Queen Audrae,” she bit, “it is.”
“It doesn’t.”
She heaved an annoyed sigh. Her shoulders sagged for a moment, and Aeyali looked every bit as exhausted as she felt. This whole outing had earned her nothing but a headache and too much pent-up frustration. “So, what have you done then? It’s been seasons since last time we met! By your own admittance, you’ve not investigated anything. You are in contact with a potential source of information, but don’t use it, and –from what we understand—you aren’t planning to either. Have you at least started preparations to leave for Scalvoris or Rharne?”
Oberan stared at her, puzzled. “Why? I don’t want to visit either. There’s nothing there for me. It’s the epicenter of the Immortals’ squabbles and I’m not feeling like I want to get caught up in one of those right now.”
“Which is exactly why you should go! No doubt the Immortals are at the root of the rumors, and last time you said—”
“I say a lot of things.” He shrugged and put his hands up apologetically, preempting the glares he received from both Naerikk. “Look, I’m sure that at the time I did indeed intend to sail to Scalvoris and Rharne to investigate the rumors of mother’s demise at their source. I might still go there, eventually. Right now, however, there’s a mountain of things I need to come to terms with. I have to center myself, find my footing. There’s no rushing that, unfortunately.”
“Center yourself. That’s one way to put it.” Aeyali produced a venomous chuckle. “Frolic about with the Scalvorian girl, you mean, yes? Distracting, is she? If improvement of your focus is what you require, we can have it arranged.”
An icy calm spread over Oberan’s mind. Crisp and clear as glass, and so frigid it caused burns when touched. He locked eyes with the Naerikk for a few moments, and when he finally spoke his tone of voice resembled a frozen river cracking underfoot. “You will leave her alone. She has nothing to do with all this.”
“We’re sure she doesn’t. However, does she not provide you a convenient excuse? A vulnerable damsel visiting from the far-away Scalvoris. Unfamiliar with the city, all alone except for her cousin who’s chasing tail all day. Someone needs to guide her, point out the dangers lurking within Etzos before she walks right into them – who better than the oh so heroic, kindhearted, self-sacrificing Oberan? It’s perfect, really. She’s young and impressionable and pretty – what better audience to show off for? What better way to feel special and appreciated? Oh, but now you have to postpone leaving the city… can’t be helped…”
He quirked an eyebrow, annoyed. “That’s not—”
“And you don’t find it odd she gravitated to you, specifically? Of everyone in Etzos, of all people, she attached herself to you.” She raised her brows, fixing him with an insinuating stare.
“Coincidence. Wrong place, wrong time. I tend to attract curious minds. And this girl has curiosity aplenty and no ability to resist its pull.”
“All the more reason why you should be there to teach her the dangers of Etzos, yes?” Aeyali finished, shaking her head. “Perhaps she merely stumbled across you, yes. Or, she sought you out specifically, and is making you dance to her tune. Mark our words, that girl has ulterior motive.”
“Unlike you, of course.” Oberan rolled his eyes as he waved the warning away. Its validity was questionable, and Natalia didn’t seem the type to manipulate and deceive. Especially not so subtly Oberan wouldn’t notice. He’d explored that line of thinking himself too, after the first few meetings. All his questioning, snooping and eavesdropping had resulted in the discovery of no nefarious activity or intent. Natalia was exactly as she appeared: genuine.
“Either way,” Aeyali continued, slowly crossing one long leg over the other, “we sincerely doubt her objective involves keeping you from fulfilling our deal. The issue lies with you then, Oberan. You renounced it. We would like to know why.”
“There is no deal! Never has been. Not even a promise. Like I said, I am not opposed to seeking answers and finding out exactly what happened, how mother died, and who or what killed her. I want to know just as much as you!” He sighed. “I need time to think and reevaluate myself and my priorities. I need to figure those out before I do anything else. Before I can do anything else. Mother’s death is not something I can process with an hour of soul searching, then go galivanting around all happy go lucky. My whole world was turned upside down.”
“So was ours,” Aeyali said, an edge to her voice, her eyes gleaming with an unexpected wetness. “Our Mother dead, her fair Augiery crumbling in her absence. All of us left with questions but no answers. We thought we might manage without the Great Mother’s guidance and wisdom – we have in the past whenever she left Augiery for lengthy spans of time. If only this was no different…
“Rather than unite and lead us, the Vices vie for power, fighting among themselves. Desiring to present themselves as savior of the Naerikk, and lead Augiery to prosperity in spite of Queen Audrae’s death. Yet all they accomplish only divides Augiery yet further. They care for titles, power and prestige, not the Sisters or the city they claim to want to save and protect.”
There fell a silence, wrapping the little kitchen in its gossamer weave. Aeyali slumped in her seat, suddenly so small and frail. Her young ward still stood in her spot, quiet and looking miserable –either from the admonishment from earlier, or from all the information she’d been privy to.
Hesitant, Oberan spoke up, his words tugging at the silence until it gradually began to rip.
“As sorry as I am to hear that, I don’t know how anything I do would help. Setting out on a journey across the ocean, seeking answers? At best I might find a clue in half a season, and by the time it is relayed to you…” He shook his head. “Presume I did discover all the answers. Perhaps I found out someone was goaded into killing her by another Immortal. What would it matter? What would it accomplish?”
“It would unite us once more!” Aeyali said, planting both feet firmly on the ground and almost leaping from her chair. “Righteous fury will bring all Sisters together and bridge the rifts between the Vices’ factions! Augiery will heal itself and emerge from its greatest trial stronger than before!” Softly then: “Like Mother would want it to.”
Oberan glanced down, tracing the grainy pattern of the table with finger a until he encountered a crack where the wood had split. “Vengeance… it won’t keep Augiery from falling apart. It’ll just delay it.” He breathed long and deep. “The Naerikk will unite to join the crusade against the poor sap who got roped into some Immortal’s scheme, sure. And what when your common enemy is dealt with? A house built on sand will not last.
“But let’s say it will. Perhaps you focus your ire on the Immortal responsible for masterminding mother’s death. Start wars and conquer land. Lay waste to cities and become the scourge of Idalos while you demand that Immortal’s head. In no time at all the usual Immortals will rally their followers and will see the Naerikk wiped out.”
He ran a finger along the split in the table, up and down and up again. He didn’t look at the Naerikk, but he didn’t need to. The intensity of Aeyali’s scowl was tangible, it burned his skin like red-glowing iron. “I won’t have part in that. Your quest for vengeance won’t bring mother back. It won’t make you feel any better. I won’t get any satisfaction out of it either, so why should I bother? I might as well sort out my own feelings before I do anything drastic.”
“You, Oberan, are a liar.” Words forced out through clenched teeth, drenched in venom. Oberan finally glanced up. Aeyali’s demeanor had shifted. Whatever softness had bled into her tone and body language before had began dissipating while he spoke, and now none was left. Standing as tall as her height allowed, she glowered a fearsome scowl. Her glare possessed a harshness it had not before.
Harshness, and no small amount of open disdain. It stung more than Oberan would have expected.
“All we hear are pitiful excuses. Center yourself, sort out your feelings.” She scoffed. “Me, me, me, me, me! That’s all it boils down to. Your priority should be investigating our Great Mother’s death and finding her killer! You came to us sullen and solemn after hearing those rumors, but it was only an act, yes? You only wanted to build rapport. Establish ties with us for any future need you may have.”
“That’s not—”
Aeyali’s voice only swelled in volume. Her words became sharp as daggers, meant to wound. She pointed and gestured with furious motions, her features twisted into a terrible mask by fulminating anger.
“You promised to help figure out the death of our Queen, but truthfully you didn’t care one bit! You never intended to lend us any aid. You’ve done nothing but lie to our face! And we, fools that we are, we believed you. We know better now. You’re no kindred spirit – the only thing you care about is yourself. Not us, not fair Augiery, not Etzos, not the girl, not even our Mother!”
“You’re wrong!” He slammed the table hard enough for the noise to boom through the entire house.
Kohrenna tensed, hand reaching for the dagger in her coat.
Rubbing the side of his head, eyes at his feet, Oberan released a deep breath from the nose. It smelled of profound sadness and incoming thunderclouds. A ball of lightning hummed to life within his chest. “I care. She is my mother. Of course I do.” Hoarse and guilty. A confession.
The response came as a dismissive snort. “Another lie! You’ll not fool us with melodrama. We know Mother’s death didn’t affect you in the slightest. We shouldn’t be surprised. You’ve always been bitter. Envious of us. Hateful. You always resented Mother for your own failings – at birth and in life! We’re sure your heart leapt when you heard the rumors of her demise!”
Oberan tensed. His inner sky darkened blacker than pitch, but he managed to suppress an imminent thunderclap. He swallowed a couple dozen words that threatened to erupt, kept them confined inside. Aeyali observed him with a cruel smirk, and he’d not give her the satisfaction of seeing him take the bait.
Deliberately slow he slid off the table, taking deep breaths all the way. It helped him attain an outward calm at least, and he pretended to casually lean on the kitchen table. An illusion broken only by the hardness in his stare, and his hands gripping the table’s edge so tight his knuckles had gone beyond pale. Aeyali noticed, of course, such was her expertise. Her smirk widened to a triumphant grin, no less spiteful than before.
“If that’s all you have to say,” Oberan spoke, placid but foreboding like the sea before a storm, “then I bid you to leave. Else I’ll throw you out myself.” He stepped towards her.
Something flashed at the edge of his vision, speeding towards him from the side. A chair clattered against the floorboards. The air rung with the sound of a shout given no voice, breath caught in a throat.
Oberan intercepted Kohrenna’s lunging stab, fingers wrapping around her boney wrist, and stopped it midway. The girl snarled, her dagger no-where near the throat it still aimed for.
She struggled to free herself from his vice-like grip for half a moment, then changed to a more combative approach, and tried to kick him in the groin. With a quick yank on her arm, Oberan forced her off balance before she could land it. In the same motion he twisted her arm painfully behind her back, and caught the dagger she dropped. In only a second or two he had Kohrenna at his mercy, her own blade pressed against the flesh of her throat.
“Do not test me, little one,” Oberan growled. “I’ve no patience left for it.”
“Don’t you dare!” Aeyali hissed. The cruel triumph she’d shown before had made room for distress. Her chair lied abandoned on its side. “You don’t want to do something you’ll regret. Think carefully about the fight you are picking right now.”
She reached into the folds of her clothes, her stance aggressive. Oberan put some more pressure on the Kohrenna’s throat, and raised his eyebrows at the older Naerikk.
“I’d tell you to do the same,” he retorted. “Do chose your next words and actions carefully.”
“You wouldn’t—” She cut herself off when she caught Kohrenna’s anxious glances. The girl kept herself very, very still. The steel reflected in her wide eyes, and tiny drops of sweat pearled on her brow – the blade at her throat had her terrified.
Aeyali slowly let go of her hidden daggers, brought her empty hands out in the open, and abandoned her combat stance. She exhaled a long and sharp breath. “Fine.”
While she didn’t think Oberan would go so far as to actually cut Kohrenna’s throat, Aeyali couldn’t risk it. The girl may have gotten herself into this mess, but as her chaperone the responsibility was Aeyali’s – she should have predicted and prevented this. She also shouldn’t have antagonized Oberan. This argument really wasn’t worth any sacrifices – be it lives or potential assets.
“We’ll leave, Oberan, but we will be back to continue this conversation.”
“Just get out.” He shoved Kohrenna away, sending her stumbling and flailing.
Aeyali caught her before she could fall, asked her if she was alright. The girl nodded. The joints in her wrist were sore from being forced into an unnatural position, her body trembled from the adrenaline, and her skin was soaked with cold sweat, but she wasn’t injured. The blade hadn’t even left a mark on her throat.
It bolstered Kohrenna’s confidence, and she armed herself with a second dagger – hidden in her boot. “Sister, with the two of us together, I’m sure we can—”
Oberan glowered at them, his features overcast by the deep shadows of gathering thunderclouds. Every fiber of his being sang with tension as both his patience and rationality crumbled before the storm inside.
“Fool girl. Have you learned nothing? We’re leaving.” Aeyali cuffed her ward in the head. She’d have the girl’s mentor re-drill the basics into her thick skull – a danger to herself, she was indeed not nearly ready for even simple missions.
Aeyali ushered Kohrenna in the direction of the front door, but after taking barely a single step she turned.
“Oberan, you said you care, so prove it’s not just empty words. Honor our agreement. If you don’t want to do so for us Naerikk, then do it for Mother. You may not be one of our Sisters, but you can’t possibly want her legacy come to ruin? You have the opportunity to lend your aid, prevent the fall of Augiery. Wouldn’t Mother be terribly disappointed if you stood idly by?“
“Out! Both of you!” In a fraction of a moment he was upon them, red-faced and shaking, and still holding a dagger. There was no room for negotiation. The two Naerikk quickly retreated. He followed in their wake, pushing. “Get out! Now! Out! Out!”
Kohrenna threw hateful glares over her shoulder with each shove she received, whereas Aeyali kept stiffly facing the other way, her back straight and her head held high. Walking out pretending it was a dignified exit of her own choosing. Oberan slammed the door behind them both.
A heavy sigh rumbled up from deep inside, from beyond his lungs and chest, seemingly rolling from his feet all the way out his mouth. Heavy and heaving, expelling all the tension knotting inside his chest, and though the tempest within still whirled and raged, Oberan mostly just felt exhausted.
He picked up the fallen chair, and fell into it almost immediately. Leaning back, laying his head on top of the backrest so he could stare at the ceiling. Watching but not seeing. Staying until the storm died out, and longer still.
Eventually, Oberan got up and unpacked the groceries from his bag. He’d bought freshly baked bread, blushing apples, and a creamy cheese with caramelized onions inside. During the entirety of his shopping trip he’d been looking forward to this meal, but now he couldn’t muster up any excitement for it. Stacking up apple slices on bread lathered with cheese… so much work.
He didn’t feel hungry anymore, but decided to eat regardless. Roughly chopping a piece off the loaf and pressing some cheese on top. Taking a bite from it and then from an apple so he could at least approximate the experience.
It wasn’t half as good as it should be. Not the cheese, the apple, or the bread. Not all of them combined. The flavors were all tainted by stubborn sorrow, leaving only a mouthful of brine and seafoam.
If he’d known, Oberan would have wandered the Perimeter for a while longer instead of heading straight home. He could have had his meal somewhere up high, quiet and without unexpected guests.
And… if he’d known, he’d not have made the initial visit to Aeyali in the first place. It had given him strength though, that decision born from utter desperate foolishness. At least for a while.
It had granted him direction and purpose too… until he realized just how meaningless all of it was. And that none of those were what he’d come to seek.
He sighed, set the half-eaten food aside, and swallowed the bite he was chewing.
“Fucking Naerikk.”