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Yeva said she wasn't afraid of the pain anymore and Balthazar gave her a curious look. The dark storm around them was only growing worse with every step they took and as the storm grew worse, the sense that something was watching them began to creep up Balthazar's spine. He ignored it, or did his best to, for the sake of the woman beside him who didn't need to be bothered by his paranoia. She asked if he was just looking for a reason to hit her and Balthazar grinned but held in a small laugh. Yeva laughed. It was good to hear her laugh but it was a different sound than it had been before everything happened. It ended in a sigh and silence that dragged for a few trills, maybe a bit, before Yeva said what had been on her mind the whole time.
"I'm sorry I died."
Balthazar's brow scrunched slightly and his pace slowed down just a little. Sorry? She was sorry? He was confused. He had blamed a lot of people for what happened. He had even been furious at Praetorum for a very short stretch. But he never blamed her for what happened. Her strength was her mind, like he'd told her. Her weakness was her heart, but he wouldn't dare to say that now. She wanted to help people. She had the same sort of curiosity that he did, but the world was a dangerous place and that curiosity often got you hurt. So why didn't he blame her for her death? Why did he blame the warriors? Because it was the job of those who could fight to protect the lives of those who could not. Yeva had done nothing wrong but every warrior with her had... in his opinion.
But he listened to what Yeva said. He listened to her defend the things that he had done because she had "hurt" people too by dying. Balthazar shook his head a little but he did not interrupt her. He wanted to interrupt her but he didn't. She tried to change the topic. She tried to move on and pleaded for a distraction but Balthazar didn't want to distract her. He wanted to talk about what she felt but if she didn't...
"As you wish, but if you want to know what I think about being stabbed in the heart, we can always talk about it later." He didn't really know what to tell her when she asked the first thing a fighter needed to learn. Strike first, strike hard, the basic ideology, sure... but it was not really what she was asking about. At least he didn't think that was what she was asking about. So what was the first thing she needed to learn? "Well typically I think they first thing they learn is how to throw a punch." Balthazar smiled. She'd thrown a punch before hadn't she? He wondered if death had made her better or worse at it.
"Punching is pretty important but you're pretty good at that already aren't you?" Balthazar smiled, "You told me you punched that one boy a long time ago. Any other notable hits?"