28th of Ashan, Arc 719
Continued from here.
Continued from here.
Zarik's negative emotions had been drawn, largely, from the same sources he might have imagined, as -- like with Fridgar -- he felt that he began to really understand the type of person Zarik was. Though he was glad to know that his sisters were alive, and that Asher truly came from his blood, that they proclaimed him to be dead and had shied from searching for him... it was a bitter reagent to swallow.
And so, the magister allowed him to ventilate his feelings, thick and heavy though they were. They returned to Kaelserad together - a much more humble abode than the Ashvane Estate, though Alistair had always felt a fondness for it, a retreat from the harshness of Quacia and the politics of Rynmere. The two men sat quietly beneath the sun, lain against the grass as they spoke of stories and adventurers, largely shared between Zarik and his family. Alistair realized he'd had the focus on himself for far too long, and he allowed Zarik an unrepentant night to bleed with the memories, painful and loving, of his past. He listened with interest to them, and with love.
And he was kind to him. For all the night, he was kind and gentle, showing how precious the young man was to him regardless of what anyone else felt. That even if no one else seemed to strive for him, Alistair would love him enough for them all, and that he would provide him a better and larger family than them all. Out of all of the nights since they'd first met, only two fortnights ago, Alistair was kindest to him during this night. Zarik, he kept calling him, not 'my wife' or anything else. It was perhaps symbolic, a way of expressing love for the man himself, rather than the identity that Alistair wished to mold him into.
It didn't matter. By the end of the night, they were wrapped around one another, Zarik's smaller frame in Alistair's large arms as he held him close, form in form.
And then, night fell, and the morning came with the brightness of the equatorial sun. It shone through their windows, curtained as they were, glimmering against their sheets with panes of light. Alistair awoke, hungry, rising quickly from the bed as his back curled forward and he drew his chest to his knees in a stretch. "Zarik," he called to his lover, seeking to awaken him before he rose from the bed and stepped towards a set of drawers, bending so that he could peak into the wooden panels as he pulled them out. He... had clothes, though they would be tight now. Alistair had only become larger in shape since he'd last been here, and the outfits he left behind hadn't been properly tailored to him.
He gripped the string of his domain bag and pulled it open, shuffling through it in an attempt to find an adequate pair of clothes. Instead, what he found was his set of Malorite-plated leather armor, some weapons... magical artifacts... right. He had no clothes that he'd brought that hadn't already become sweaty and gross amidst their travels. Mundane linen outfits from the drawer-set it would be, then.
Or... just, the same as the trial before. A pair of shorts, the necklace to show just how little he needed everyone's money, and the two rings; one Venora, silver, gold and ruby and one onyx in the shape of a rose. Both, actually, were roses. And that was fine.
He slipped on some shorts, and sat again beside his love. "Good morning, wife," he said, with a warm smile and a kiss, leaning forward to peck him on the lips. "I figured we might spend some time here before we leave. Are you ready to go home?" he asked. "I don't want to leave Asher and Winston for much longer. And besides, Damien would have arrived a few trials ago. I can't wait for you to meet him," he grinned. "He's a wonderful man. I view him... I view him like my father, in a lot of ways. The one I wish I had, and to him, I am the son he always wanted. I keep telling you this, but, I've realized that family isn't all about blood. There's a family for you there, in Quacia, even though only one of them is blood related. Though it is wonderful to know that he is," Alistair stated a nod of his head, referring to Asher as his mind filled with imagination. Damien would be a good 'grandfather' for the children, the man Kaleb would never be. Alistair was amused, by the prospect.