5th Vhalar, 716
His first few trials at the Willow Woods Outpost had ranged from uncomfortable to dreadful. The many disturbing noises that came from the forest kept him up at night, and when he showed even the faintest hint of nodding off during the day, Captain Ziri was quick to keep him awake with a playful jab of his elbow, or by barking at him with that deep, commanding voice of his.
It was clear to Rafael that those stationed at the outpost were like a family of sorts, albeit a mildly dysfunctional one. Every day had the same basic structure: they woke early in the morning, ate together, and discussed the tasks of the day. Patrolling their direct surroundings was among the standard tasks, as was gathering firewood as well as checking and setting snares for small wildlife. According to Nabarra, who remained constantly at his side, things had been quiet recently and life at the outpost was generally more exciting. He suspected that with exciting, she meant more lethal.
It was midday when he and Nabarra walked out of the small outpost with thick crusts of bread and a bowl of hearty soup, for lunch. Ziri and the rest were all out on various missions, giving him and Nabarra some rare alone time.
“Do they hate me?” Rafael inquired tentatively.
Nabarra frowned as she sat down on a thick log and patted the space beside her. “Why do you think that?”
“Well…” Rafael sighed as he sat down next to Nabarra, “I don’t know. I just feel like they don’t want me here.”
“You’ve only been here for a few days, and you weren’t expected. They just don’t know what to do with you, I think.”
“That’s a nice way of saying I’m useless here.” Rafael tore a chunk of bread from the slices allotted to him and dipped it in the hot soup before turning to face Nabarra. “It just seems, wherever I go, I’m either not needed, not wanted, or both.”