8th Trial of Cylus during Arc 718
Things had changed, and changed for the better a lot since Arlo had appeared in front of her up here. He'd insisted on setting up camp properly, and she had slept. Arlo had used an aspect of his mark from Cassion and they had been comfortable and warm, even up here. He'd hunted, too, and cooked so it was fair to say that things were better, much better than they had been. Vega had learned that the thing to do was to focus on the scar on her hand, not the sword and so she was, slowly, learning to control the fire which raged inside her, it seemed. The voices were a different thing, they fell in on her every time she made contact with that power, whispering to her insecurities, her worries and fears. That she was not good enough, not enough for him, for her father, that she was stupid and scared, that she killed or pushed away those who loved her. She hated it, but it was what it was, and the voices did one of two things; they spoke to her inner fears and insecurities, or they did not. The ones which were accurate didn't tell her anything she hadn't already considered and the others were just noise.
Fundamentally, they were getting to her, but far far less than they had been. Because she wasn't alone and terrified whilst also being freezing, exhausted and starving. Things looked a lot less positive when one was in that situation, Vega considered and she kept looking at the palm of her hand, focusing on the scar as she pushed the molten effect into it there. The voices all spoke, so many of them telling her things which she either already believed or feared to be true.
As he walked back into the camp, carrying what he'd caught, Vega looked up and her eyes lightened at the sight of him. The voices she heard fed on her fears and Vega hated that, but they did. As she looked at him with the black in her eyes receding and giving way to her more usual colours, Vega held out the dagger in her hand. It glowed the vivid molten which he'd seen a lot of times, by now. "Hey, look at this." Vega was quieter, more subdued than usual and had been that way since this thing had started, but she was pleased as she showed him that all the fire was in the dagger, none in her hand. It took effort to maintain, though, that much was obvious. "That's the first time I've managed that." Inevitably, she was cautious in the extreme around him and she would be yelling at him to get out of the way at a moment's notice, but she placed the knife down and then took her hands off it before picking up a twig and putting it on the knife. When the thing didn't explode into flames, she stood.
It was strange, the feeling of being awkward, unsure around him. She hated him seeing her fighting those voices and they always made her reticent. He loved her, she did not doubt that and nothing they said could make her doubt him, but it wasn't her opinion of Arlo they worked on. "I'll make some tea, you must be freezin'" That was what she would do, get them both a mug of hot tea and bring his to him, putting it into his hand with a smile. "It'll warm you up. How'd you get off?" Cradling her own cup in her hands, Vega just allowed herself to let the voices leave her, and she looked at him with a slight smile. "I think we'll be able to go back down to town soon, I guess. I jus' need to be sure it's completely under control. But, no more carpentry for me." It involved wood and weaponry and those two were no longer mixing in her world, she said with an attempt at a smile. Also, they were going to have to get a flame resistant scabbard, or something.
Fundamentally, they were getting to her, but far far less than they had been. Because she wasn't alone and terrified whilst also being freezing, exhausted and starving. Things looked a lot less positive when one was in that situation, Vega considered and she kept looking at the palm of her hand, focusing on the scar as she pushed the molten effect into it there. The voices all spoke, so many of them telling her things which she either already believed or feared to be true.
As he walked back into the camp, carrying what he'd caught, Vega looked up and her eyes lightened at the sight of him. The voices she heard fed on her fears and Vega hated that, but they did. As she looked at him with the black in her eyes receding and giving way to her more usual colours, Vega held out the dagger in her hand. It glowed the vivid molten which he'd seen a lot of times, by now. "Hey, look at this." Vega was quieter, more subdued than usual and had been that way since this thing had started, but she was pleased as she showed him that all the fire was in the dagger, none in her hand. It took effort to maintain, though, that much was obvious. "That's the first time I've managed that." Inevitably, she was cautious in the extreme around him and she would be yelling at him to get out of the way at a moment's notice, but she placed the knife down and then took her hands off it before picking up a twig and putting it on the knife. When the thing didn't explode into flames, she stood.
It was strange, the feeling of being awkward, unsure around him. She hated him seeing her fighting those voices and they always made her reticent. He loved her, she did not doubt that and nothing they said could make her doubt him, but it wasn't her opinion of Arlo they worked on. "I'll make some tea, you must be freezin'" That was what she would do, get them both a mug of hot tea and bring his to him, putting it into his hand with a smile. "It'll warm you up. How'd you get off?" Cradling her own cup in her hands, Vega just allowed herself to let the voices leave her, and she looked at him with a slight smile. "I think we'll be able to go back down to town soon, I guess. I jus' need to be sure it's completely under control. But, no more carpentry for me." It involved wood and weaponry and those two were no longer mixing in her world, she said with an attempt at a smile. Also, they were going to have to get a flame resistant scabbard, or something.