Timestamp: Zi'da 1st, 720
It was around mid-trial as The Greenhorn first saw the coastline of the southern continent. Hankley stood near at the front of the ship, her cloak wrapped tight around her. It was so cold down here, it was not something she was used to. The water the clung to her skin from her spark was starting to glisten as it was constantly on the verge of turning to ice. There were strange, cold, white things falling from the sky. When they landed on Hankley's skin, they melted and turned into water. It was fascinating to Hankley's defiance spark, but the woman just felt cold. The ship's crew began rapidly adjusting and working on the sails to slow down at the docks that were coming into view. But Hankley paid them no mind. Her heart was racing, with fear, anxiety, and pain.
When she stepped off of this boat, she will have successfully left her desert home for the first time in her life. And aside from the sparks on her soul, and Brach's totem that she wore, she was completely and utterly alone. She didn't mind being away from people on her farm in the Hotlands, for she had Brach, she had the animals around her, she had her plants that she cared for, she had the well water to talk to.
But on this journey she had closed herself off. She didn't speak to any crew members or other passengers except when absolutely necessary. She clutched the totem of Brach. She knew he was still alive within her, thanks to her magic, but she couldn't get the memory of him dying out of her head nor out of her heart. He had died protecting her, and it was the first time he had ever shown a sign of bravery. She knew that in that exact moment, he had gone from adolescent to adult. And as his adoptive mother, she was so proud of him.
And she had cried that much harder as she felt his life ebb away after the bandits cut him down.
She had sold her farm, caught a ship that was leaving, not caring where it went. She just had to get away from the place where her Brach had died. And so, as the ship docked and readied the gangplank, she took a deep breath, steeling herself for what came next. She carried her belongings off the ship and onto the dock, each step causing her heart to stutter until she felt completely cold and alone inside.
She felt her becoming spark within her yearning, screaming, desperate to reach out and be with people, be with creatures, to do something. It was such a social spark. But it wasn't until her foot stepped on the Desnind soil for the first time that her defiance spark popped up too. Upon feeling the soil, it came to life. The soft, sandy loam reminded them all of home, though with more water. Both of her sparks were wishing to be let out, to do something. Unlike her, they weren't mourning, they were yearning to move forward. And so, for them, she moved forward too, carrying her belongings along with the procession of people walking toward Desnind proper.
Still, a single tear fell down her cheek.