87th Vhalar
Elyna had never been so glad to see the back of the city. She loved Andaris but it was so good to be going home. Wearing normal clothes, normal breaches, shirt, leather jerkin and cloak she’d also wrapped her scarf around her neck. Elsie was wrapped up in blankets against the cold and cradled in her arms as Malcolm steered the wagon. As eager as the Skyrider was to see Ember and be near the horses, she had agreed it was far easier to transport their precious bundle in the wagon. Elsie had stared at the world around them in her first journey outside the house. Deep green orbs trying to bring the world into focus.Absorbed in the child. Elyna found herself smiling as the baby wriggled in blankets, freeing an arm, then a foot. She was becoming more adapt at wrapping her back up again. Though fear still gripped her chest at odd points. Worried that she’d somehow do something wrong, or drop her. Would the baby be too hot, or too cold? The young woman didn’t know what she would have done without Malcolm, of Faith for that matter. Malcolm was able to impart wisdom and experience. He didn’t seem afraid of hold the baby wrong and when Elyna had panicked that first night, had shown her how to wind the baby so that air wasn’t trapped in tiny lungs.
Her Mother hadn’t been pleased to find the Mortalborn asleep on the bed and Malcolm had spent the next two trials between the Burhan estate and the city itself. Another reason that Elyna had been keen to return to their house as soon as possible. She'd asked Faith to follow in a couple of breaks, so that sleeping arrangements could be put in place.
With a hand on the wagon, Elyna climbed down the stairs and followed the man into the house. The memory of his lips brushing her’s circled her thoughts. Unsure what was dreamt and what was real of that first day, Elyna wasn’t sure if Malcolm had kissed her; or not? There hadn’t been any further demonstrations between them, of affection but instead the silence had returned.
She could only blame herself. Exhausted, Elyna focused on returning to the house safely. Once inside she slid her boots off and carried the sleeping child into the original bedroom and set her down in the fresh linens of the cradle. That done she slipped out of the room once more. Elyna left the door open behind her so that any noises would be heard. It was then that she stood in the centre of the room. Uncertain what she should be doing with herself. Tiredness followed her like a shadow, sapping her strength and she looked at the house, blank of thoughts or words. Alone with Malcolm, the quiet was suffocating.
“She’s asleep,” She explained. He knew that though. She looked across the surfaces, clean and clear. The house was spotless. The woman wet dry lips. Had she forgotten how to make conversation? Elyna followed old habits and moved to set the fire. It was such an amazing thing to be able to move again, and almost freely. Willow back in tea took the edge off lingering pain and she was having less of the substance. Her mother had insisted on wraps around her middle again, beneath her clothing in a hope to assist her shape to return more quickly. Elyna couldn’t have cared less, after all it didn’t matter what she looked like. An arranged marriage would be impossible and she had no interested in following her Mother’s wishes in that respect. Despite Caelan’s continued hope that a nice young noble man might want a bride. It was too complicated to explain she had married Malcolm and no way to explain that Vanessa was alive. So she simply listened in silence to the plans and mothers hopeful insistence. It wasn’t going to happen.
The cauldron was heavy, too heavy for her to lift and her brows knotted with frustration before she set the handle down again. Facing the fire the woman shut her eyes. Pushing her face into her palms she suppressed a soft moan but the tears were falling.