5th of Ashan, Arc 718
"I have no power," he whispered, "I have no pride. I have no strength, only sin. I have no fear, I have no frailty. I am as empty as the shell that formed me; a hollow being, like all men. With this known, I ask the Immortals for grievance and pity. I, who am expendable, ask that I not be expended," he spoke, eyes shut as he meditated alongside his prayer. Kian merely stared, a bit put-off by the words escaping through Damien's lips.
"Don't you think that's rather self defeating, Damien?" he questioned. The other mage merely shook his head. "No, it's only the first part of this... hymn. Let me finish," he said. "I am nothing; clay, formable, to your whims. I am like the ocean, a solid body with a thousand, thousand corners. Everything you desire is within me, a man. A woman. You created me for your own satisfaction, and I am the ultimate embodiment of that. Yet, Immortals, you continue to rend me open and break me apart. Play with me like that same, formable clay, even as I manifest what you allege is your perfect beauty. I look like you, feel like you, yet I am not you. You made me to be inferior, and so that is what I am."
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"Was freedom ever the dream you set out for me, all those years ago? I was born weak, and remained so. I was born with fragility, hunger, disease, rage. I was born to do war... and so war I live. You made me a monster, and a monster you will have. Mankind will no longer be beautiful, nor fragile, nor temptuous to your whims. We will become vicious, ugly, and insolent. I embrace magic to overcome the weaknesses you gave me. I embrace heresy to overcome the longing in my dreams. I embrace violence to fulfill my wicked nature. Immortals... anu bashaa alla dah que'nos tei; firos alle quindae fortassan. I am weak, fragile, ugly, spiteful, starving, depraved. And I am your enemy. I am a mage."
He didn't recognize those words, but he knew who they must've been written by. Ellasin, particularly by her signature usage of the Ancient Tongue. She despised the Immortals more than all else. Her life's dream was to eradicate them from Idalos.
Soon enough, that dream could be feasible. Each and every arc, she gained more power. She planted her roots, and they spread throughout the planet. Everywhere Alistair went, he could see her corruption. Damien could not defeat her, nor Kian, nor even the two of them together.
But no one cared about the real threat. They squabbled over arbitration. Cassander with his door-throwing man, Ne'haer with their free realms and loose politics... Etzos with its games. They were all ripe for the taking, and she would take soon. But when? And how could they even begin to stop her?
"I have no power," he whispered, "I have no pride. I have no strength, only sin. I have no fear, I have no frailty. I am as empty as the shell that formed me; a hollow being, like all men. With this known, I ask the Immortals for grievance and pity. I, who am expendable, ask that I not be expended," he spoke, eyes shut as he meditated alongside his prayer. Kian merely stared, a bit put-off by the words escaping through Damien's lips.
"Don't you think that's rather self defeating, Damien?" he questioned. The other mage merely shook his head. "No, it's only the first part of this... hymn. Let me finish," he said. "I am nothing; clay, formable, to your whims. I am like the ocean, a solid body with a thousand, thousand corners. Everything you desire is within me, a man. A woman. You created me for your own satisfaction, and I am the ultimate embodiment of that. Yet, Immortals, you continue to rend me open and break me apart. Play with me like that same, formable clay, even as I manifest what you allege is your perfect beauty. I look like you, feel like you, yet I am not you. You made me to be inferior, and so that is what I am."
. . .
"Was freedom ever the dream you set out for me, all those years ago? I was born weak, and remained so. I was born with fragility, hunger, disease, rage. I was born to do war... and so war I live. You made me a monster, and a monster you will have. Mankind will no longer be beautiful, nor fragile, nor temptuous to your whims. We will become vicious, ugly, and insolent. I embrace magic to overcome the weaknesses you gave me. I embrace heresy to overcome the longing in my dreams. I embrace violence to fulfill my wicked nature. Immortals... anu bashaa alla dah que'nos tei; firos alle quindae fortassan. I am weak, fragile, ugly, spiteful, starving, depraved. And I am your enemy. I am a mage."
He didn't recognize those words, but he knew who they must've been written by. Ellasin, particularly by her signature usage of the Ancient Tongue. She despised the Immortals more than all else. Her life's dream was to eradicate them from Idalos.
Soon enough, that dream could be feasible. Each and every arc, she gained more power. She planted her roots, and they spread throughout the planet. Everywhere Alistair went, he could see her corruption. Damien could not defeat her, nor Kian, nor even the two of them together.
But no one cared about the real threat. They squabbled over arbitration. Cassander with his door-throwing man, Ne'haer with their free realms and loose politics... Etzos with its games. They were all ripe for the taking, and she would take soon. But when? And how could they even begin to stop her?